It’s my birthday tomorrow. I wish I was excited but I really never am! I’m going to be 22 and I’m happy with where I am in life in some parts but most parts I feel like I am behind. I think a lot of the things I feel I am behind in could be solved if only I could sort out my confidence and self esteem! I really hope this year works out for me better than the last!
Haven't seen you post in awhile, everything okay?
I am on the road to recovery now its so typical I get a new job and life is going good then I get a little knock but everything is still very good! Thank you for checking in :-D xx
Hope everything is alright at the hospital. 'Grats on the new job!
Everything is healing now thank god! Can’t wait to get back to the gym etc. Hope you are good x
Just wondering what's going on with you... your last post was about being in the hospital...
Yes! They finally let me out I did a post on it but a pretty nasty infection left me in hospital for so long! I’m free now! Yay lol.
Hope you are good!x
Guess Whose Back?
Sorry I have been away so long,
As you all know I was having loads of trouble with my gallbladder in and out of hospital etc!
Well the did the operation then I got a nice big infection so I have been away on a little hospital holiday (probably the worst holiday ever lol)
They kept me in for so long as I had to have drains and have it packed but I have been allowed home and have to have my dressings changed each day. Very very nasty!
But I’m back so yay, and hopefully no more visits to the hospital :-D.
On a better front I have now lost 5 stone (70 lbs) I am very happy and today I got to chuck out my really really fat girl clothes I can’t wait until there are no “Fats” in that sentence lol.
I really hope you have all been good I know I have a LOT of catching up to do!
Guess where I am?
Did you guess??
The hospital afrikkingain I got taken in on Sunday at 12 lunch time it’s now almost 12 on tuesday and I’m not going home again tonight.
So my gallbladder is now inflamed and I have quite a few gallstones in there so they will take it out in about two months. I wish they could just whip it out and be done I can’t stand the thought of another 2 months in this pain :-( I want to be at the gym!
So I finally got a new job! Yay!
BUT there was this embarrassing moment (if you have been very overweight you will know what I mean!) uniform time! Can you subtly say ummm do you stock clothes to fit a human hippo? Not only that but I had to go get uniform with three other girls “8-10 please.” “10 please.” “10 please.” Tent???? Totally humiliating. It times like these when the weight I have lost just means nothing. Brings me back down to earth a bit and makes me realise I have a massive way to go.
Hope you all have a better day than me! :-)
